wow.

so many things have changed in two years. i found my love. he justs lets me be me. i don't have to wear certain clothes, talk a certain way, or anything like that. he's opened my eyes to what a real friendship is, and i am such a happy person just in general. i could write a novel on him, but i'd hate to brag. I love you, neil!

i ended things with two best friends. after leaving one, i practically lost 50 pounds of stress (figuratively, =P) and am enjoying my life so much more, the other i still cry over occasionally. we were supposed to be wrinkly together.

sophia and francesca have grown so much. i don't even notice they're only 2 and 3. i have real conversations with them, and they gave me like the best summer of my life, and now we're not babysitting them anymore, it feels so sad and empty.

school is ridiculous without gabby. she moved to ohio. neil doesnt respond to gossip like she does. =(!

homes crappy right now. money's a rarity, and i can't keep up with demands.

bye!
  • Current Mood
    sore sore

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School is in a month.
People date people they barely know.
I don't get to go to Florida after all.
  • Current Music
    Believe Me Natalie-The Killers

eletrikk.

me and tina arent gonna be scene anymore.

we have a better thing to do. but its a secret. because some people were all "mhm im scener than you kthxbye."
  • Current Music
    MakeDamnSure-Taking Back Sunday

The worst part about life is the breathing.

Come on, take a step towards me
So you can figure me out
I've been hoping and praying for a single way
To show you what I'm all about
And I know, and I know this is the only way of pleasing the crowds
But when this is over and done with and we walk away
There should be no doubts

So let's get a little closer now
Let's get a little closer now

You say, you say that we're all tied up
And wrapped around in useless, states of mind
But at the same time we're still young
We have the time to realize that we were wrong

Come on love run with me
Get the hell out of this town
So we can get a better feel for each other
I'll take you, back to, when you
Remembered how you used to
Just live your life a little for me
Take the time to let it go
Step away and watch me grow

So let's get a little closer now
Let's get a little closer now

You say, you say that we're all tied up
And wrapped around in useless, states of mind
But at the same time we're still young
We have the time to realize that we were wrong

You can stay if you want to
And I write to you and tell you how you've always been so special to me
You can stay if you want to, and I'll try
You can stay if you want to
And I write to you and tell you how you've always been so special to me
You can stay if you want to, and I'll try

To keep you close to me (x3)

You say, you say that we're all tied up
And wrapped around in useless, states of mind
But at the same time we're still young
We have the time to realize that we were wrong
  • Current Music
    Hands Down-Dashboard Confessional

dfhgkj

i miss:
emily.
taylor.
nonna.
friends.
my fishes.
erica.
summer.
FLORIDA.
aannnd harry potter.
  • Current Music
    Beat of My Heart-Hilary Duff

:-|

makeascenexoxox: ill buy you some glitter
makeascenexoxox: thatd be pretty hawt
baldeagle4712: i have my own already
^^yuppp...he really did say that.

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idontwannareadatfrickinmassfriday.

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ERIIICA. WEENNNTT........TO THE DARK SIDE. SHE HATES ME NOWWW.

?!?!
  • Current Music
    Voldemort Can't Stop The Rock-Harry and the Potters